I got really tired of walking in circles, talking in circles and taking those people round and round with me. I just can’t see them being anything but bored of me. My problems are my own and they are ones I made for myself. Only I can get myself out of this rut and I plan on doing that, I really do. I’m not sure how. I’m going to get there some day. :)
This week was my birthday and I got to go and see Shrek Forever After with my family. I loved it so much. I adore the Shrek films. My best friend and my older sister forgot my birthday. My younger sister got me a present and my parents took me out. Those that matter remembered, maybe I need to think twice about those who don’t think about me. I don’t know, I need to let things settle before I try doing anything rash.
I’m still in the same old boring job and I really want out. It’s tough, but my new colleague is lovely, she brightens my day. It means my smile is less than plastered on. I love simple humour, and we know when each other is completely joking. I love it. It has relaxed the overall mood of the office.
I have been on some drugs for about 6months now, I was warned not to gain any weight. These drugs were meant to improve my headaches. They haven’t. I put on weight on them and asked my doctor about it. He said I could just come off, and instead of gaining weight I seem to be losing a small amount and have reduced my body fat percentage slightly. Let’s hope it still carries on going that way!
I have another neurologist appointment in about two weeks, we’ll see what’s said then.